So just laying here, thinking about things and just crazy at how I was blinded all of those years! Like so full blast in love with a person that I didn’t see the signs. How the first time we cut things off, a week later he dated his best friend. However Me being in love went back to him later down the road. He meets another best friend and I also consider this person as my friend as well. She likes him and I could see it but didn’t want to believe it. We cut things off and she totally takes advantage of that, I guess there goes my “friend.” I just am laying here thinking to myself man..was he even in love with me that whole time or was it just a familiar comfort zone that kept us together? Idk! I will never know but I am just glad to be where I am today not only a stronger woman but independent. I know my worth and standards. I know now not to take anybody’s shit and to cut off people that don’t deserve a thing. I know the people who are real and the ones who are fake. I am just thankful for the family and friends in my life that has supported me and helped me become the strong person I am today. Thank you guys I love you. Sorry guys I had to vent! Stuff that was on mind!